an inquisition,

an inventory,

an ingress.

Steadily billowing,

on some strait, between two nodding celestial bodies,

darting through Foucault’s arcs,

peering gently, into the generated infinities,

wondering, idly,

Where has my body been?

and upon what height,

would the ascended tendril find vanishing,

flowing from such nostrils, gilded and flaring,

as would do from a fool so tenuously maintaining hold on reality—

to deign the presupposition of being able to provide reconciliation

of said seas.

yet within such grandstanding,

if there is to be a revealing,

it is to be of the thickets, and of the hymns, and of the ribbons,

shook loose from the pocket:

the trustless vessel

and now upon the waters,

all things collected, splaying outwardly,

cradled in a tidal mirth,

turn and begin to speak.

All the while aglow—

embroidered by the tilting gleam.

Surface Tension // 泡茶

Jonathan: crestfallen

Seen here embodying the shared misery in bloom re: the tenure of a rigid little demigod in masquerade.

In a tempered agony and growing dehydration; he contemplates whether or not to engage one of the many oncoming semi-trailer trucks on the underpass below, corporeally.

This is our third attempt to leave the state of Arizona.

2 am. Rental Vehicle #4.

Hertz is a death cult.

a day as new ribbon:

weaving quietly, between the gaps of fingers,

at once, a gossamer knot

.

a day as sonnet:

sodden, though triumphal.

keeping time in oblique harmonies

ghastly pattern emergence.

and now,

hands bound in lesser fetter;

a pause, an easterly gaze—

a tallying of sums,

a cry of wealth.

which, to be fair,

isn’t very surprising,

when primarily being considered,

is an echoed gait,

dotting along corridors of sapphire.

Maybe it’s all in the count.

All praise belongs to the Mocha Valencia,

and to the Camino Rosé vinegar pancake:

Totemic bliss seed.

It’s been about 3 months since starting this.

Months of fits and starts,

looking and looking and looking

Stella and I I have been working on the house.

We bought a coffee table, and cleaned up a bit of the excess.

It’s really coming together here.

It’s a small house.

It takes time.

Struggle though I might,

I find myself unable to contend certain buoyancies.

Silt through the fingers,

isles in bloom.

and yet,

from my window, in Patmos,

these same leavings spilled upon the canal,

form diadems.

Revisiting this celestial course,

Looming obelisks of granite on either side,

a modest ferry through a gilded corridor,

though of lessening concern,

is the salinity of waters.

Or the totems lost to it.

Days now spent,

Head down, carving wood.

Sunbather // 平衡

new earth packed firm,

growing all the more steadily,

I hack and I saw,

I hew and I burnish,

I build and I build

few swaths of earth provide so great an exchange

Funny how such an idyllic setting would yield 2/4 of our traveling party (myself included), at different times incapacitated from previously-incurred dehydration.

Legend has it, you can actually hear Mr. M*sk’s terrible laughter emanating from the pool of water mirages on the I-10, on the hottest days of Summer, as yet another Tesla-driver is sent to Urgent Care from mild heat stroke.

He is truly so dumb.

It’s wild.

On this course at times though,

Moorings once as millstones,

Give in to time’s ebb,

Coming undone, in a searing halt.

known and deafening.

See you soon, Fran

I’ve been giving thought to eddy currents, and the quiet dignity of offering yield.

Being entombed in a violent abstraction- if even for a moment, and just sort of going with it.

Maybe you don’t know you’re in it til you’re out of it

I still love this city with wild abandon

It’s January now, but not everyone can tell,

The wrens perform their first-light call,

The sumac adorns its wintry velvet,

and the chimneys heave;

an all-encompassing indefinability.

I still ferry this channel,

though in a small wooden canoe I’ve made.

I wield an oar, and wear a crown.

now farther than nearer.

The high water mark falls upon soil here,

and the soil leads to pathways.

I head inland from time to time,

to visit the homes of loved ones.

And each time I return to my carven vessel,

I am arrested by the same nodded-gleam,

The light upon the water’s surface, softening the ripples.

in the same manner, upon the crown:

Crown of thickets

Crown of hymns

Crown of ribbons.

it is joy and it is enough,

and so I yield.

King Tide // 一如既往

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July 25 - 31

Nikon “Pikaichi” L35AD2

Portra 400

TCR Photo Imaging Center, Tempe